You know when you’re drowning, you don’t actually inhale until right before you black out. It’s called voluntary apnea. It’s like no matter how much you’re freaking out, the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won’t open your mouth until you feel like your head’s exploding. But then when you finally do let it in, that’s when it stops hurting. It’s not scary anymore. It’s - it’s actually kind of peaceful.
"I started by asking myself what I thought was sexy, and I came up with an answer pretty quickly. It had nothing to do with getting all dressed up in a skintight dress. For me, being sexy is about feeling comfortable enough to do something totally brave, like walk up to a cute guy and spark a great conversation.”